so many thoughts from birthday

on fri at MS..think hui yee said sth tt touched my heart a lot..she said "pam come to get something from her friend right, it was for you"..

gosh..the moment she said it was FOR ME den they handed the prezzis from all the gals in the dept..man..i couldn't help but to tear..gosh..muz hav shock them why such dramatic response..but reali..i was so verytouched coz it was so unexpected..haha..it was a total SURPRISE...

thank you gals..so sweet of them to rem my birthday and had some kind of operations behind my back..hahaha..so cute..ha..

den in pam's car, 1st person i called is kristy..gosh..tt's wen i non stop crying again..haha..reali very touched..den called eunice who gave an expected greeting on the phone "zuo mo?" haha..den called cool emily and lizzie..

den at night dear gave me a very expensive prezzie..Oakley Radar that cost like 390..gosh..it's wat i wanted for a long time too..

was surprised coz we did make a pact that i will get it myself but he's so sweet..he got it for me..hmmm..act feel bit pain coz it reali cost a lot leh..hmmmm..dear thank you yea..

act sat wen for blood donation drive,by default it was at the dhoby ghaut mrt there..hmmm..i was so happy that my iron level passed..

but was disappointed coz i din hav enuf fluid in my body hence wen my blood flowed into the packet, within few mintues, i kinda felt dizzy, my vision turned yellow, couldn't hear wat the nurse said, next thing i saw was she removed the needle from my hand..i was made to lay down with legs raised..felt giddy, little fearful coz don noe wat to expect..shocked at wat was happening to me..couldn't understand why, was juz so bend on donating blood or rather was disaoppointed that the needle had to be taken out..

i couldn't donate blood coz not enuf fluid..wat a painful lesson to learn..i had wanted to donate blood on my bdae..had waited for mths only to flop coz not enuf fluid..wah..reali memorable lesson learnt..anyway now i noe i can pop iron pill the night b4 and on the day itself to pass the iron test..hmmmm..and lots of fluid..now gotta wait for anoth 3 mths..hmmm..memorable lesson on my bdae..hmmmm..

think this bdae is filled with touching moments when i cried so much and also disapointments that is reali hard lessons to learn..hmmmm..

O wen i went hm on sun..haha..my sis sud turn off thh lights and right then my mum and sis sang me a birthday song..it was totally uncalled for..totally surprised and reali touched..almost taered out but held back..so sweet..the love of family..nothing beats that..O on the night of my birthday, my dad, mum and sis each called to wish me..wah..reali miss them so much on that night..kinda emot too...hmmmm..

think i reali wanna Thank everyone who remembered my birthday..think as i grow older, i reali appreciate people who remember my birthday..it took efforts to remember and wish people on their memeorable date of birth..

Thank God for such nice friends, old and new friends who care enuf to remember..
Thank you..Thank you for all the prezzies given to me..coz it takes time and effort and money to get it..thank you for giving me value expressed from all the things that you all have done for me..thank you..

lastly, Thank God that i was borned, without Him, i wouldn't be created..without Him working in my life changing me here and there and many work to be done, where would i be today?

Thank you Jesus for Your faithfulness, You held on to me even thou i so don deserve so much goodness..

Thank you Jesus for everything wonderful in my life and the promise of turning wat's bad in my life into good..looking forward to more changes in my life..