God is good despite all~16th Aug

i think God is very quick to work when i prayed..think a portion of my heart died just now..

i rem yest i prayed and told God to capture my heart totally..

man, this morn i gotta make a decision that i felt so pained that i teared a little..

clashes of desires..heart die..feel like tearing but cannot..God have your way in me..

it's a good news that spelling bee in china is confirmed to be from 17-19th dec..howeva on the 17th dec is anoth important event to me..alan's birthday..

going for the china trip would mean that i could not celeb his birthday..ha..wat a timely schedule..

think God, my heart is bit more broken now..i have made a choice that i noe what it felt like to sacrifice..gosh..daphne, try not to tear pls, don get emot..i wish not to but i cant..gotta hold my tears, i'm in office..

i will go for the china trip..i will go..i will fulfil the word taht kat and i said wen we came back from HK last july in 2006.. we said that we want to go for at least 1 mission trip in the year 2007..

cheer up daphne, your word in your bond and you are going to fulfil your word to yourself..you are going for the mission trip in dec 2007..china~my heart's desire..

God captured my heart totally i pray once again..thou the opportunities come with a sacrifice, let me fulfil my purpose in You..