1st Aug,Zouk night~emot night

It was an emot night wen we finally "marked attendance" with "Ms Kristy" at 1 am..

b4 we walked out, she was saying that she would miss us..

man, right den could felt tears in my eyes, was quickly blinking my eyes hoping that the water in my eyes will dry up quick while i was walking ahead of pam and kristy..trying not to get emot..so paisei..wait tear again..

but Kristy was so real to express herself..juz b4 we go off, she said that she will neva find such good colleagues like us in OFS..she said we are good colleagues and she was tearing, gosh..i couldn't hold myself further but to tear as well..man..such an emot night..i reali miss her..felt so much right den..think apart from kat leaving for Indo, i hadn't tear for anoth friend..gosh as i'm writing this, thinking abt her juz made me wanna cry now..but i cant..in office..but water are flooding my eyes now..my gosh..so wish i ain't so emot..but it's just my way of expression..perhaps as i matured, i have learnt not to supress my emot so much than wen i was younger..hmmmm..ok..cool..chill..steady now..no crying..

Kristy is one that she is just so her when in the office anytime she felt any yuan qi she will just tel us..in her dramatic exagerrated manner..gonna miss that so much man..her way of speech and acting skill..

think coz of her, i learnt to share more with her..weneva i kena arrow i will 1st look for her to pour out my "yuan qi" from the arrow..

now that she is in OFS, i wont be able to share my yuan qi that conveniently..

tdy conduct NAPFA test, was pretty quiet in the morn..unusual of me..perhaps tired from zouk emot night..anyway, a day has passed..tak time to settle my emots..wen i don think, ths ain't tt bad..no tears..cool and steady..chill..don cry daph..don cry..my gosh..control yea..breathe in..learn to move on..i muz matured..friendship can stand the test of time..hop my friendship with Kristy ain't seasonal..

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