Sun's songs of comfort..

i am very capitivated by Sun's songs..somehow it is like what they described her songs to be..songs that bring hope and comfort to people..think partly due to her songs, it serves as a catalyst for me to blog my past.. much healing tothe soul indeed coz i felt that i am not the only one feeling wat i'm feeling..

one of her songs, yin wei you ni..it's lik talking abt God in my life..bcoz of Him, my life took a turn back to one that has hope and future..

today as i went for svc, during worship..my heart kinda softer than b4 that i teared at some of the lyrics sung.."Jesus Jesus, No other Name, No one the same like You.."

"God, i hop i can be very open in my emotions b4 You, to let You do whateva You want to do in my heart, in my life."

to be honest, i am not as honest to God in my emot as i hop i am..perhaps, i know God will do a major work that i might not be prep for..or perhaps, there are just some areas too vulnerable for God to touch..that i am not willing..i'm too scared to reveal..it takes a lot for me to be honest with God..i might juz teared lik nobody's biz..i don want..i'm strong..but am i reali strong?..act not i know in my deepest of heart..perhaps,brokeness..i need to b broken..

i like bloggin now.. think i'm beginning to understand why pp blog..a channel to tell their thots..

lik a channel for me to share my thots..but more of me reflecting..to consider..

i thot of something..to a friend who turn down my invitation to Easter svc..act i wish i can tel her so much that it is not her that she doesn't want to come church..i feel that she might also have some areas too vulnerable to share with anyone..and as a basic instinct of defence that she made herself seem to be who she is now..(diff to understand) it's ok..for me to writ out act..i don think she is like that but she was made to become like that..my friend..i hop you will know Jesus as i know Him..He is a compassionate Man and God, a healer of not juz the phy but the soul..it's the soul who made us our personality..difficult to believe God?..well, try, experiment..go find out yourself b4 you determine His existence..or perhaps you don dare..mayb held back by too much unnec baggage that you are not willing to go experience a God whom i said is real..go..go experience for yourself, only den you will know..

"God, i need Your loving healing Touch again..help me to open up..Holy Spirit, i'm scared but i'm willing to go deeper with You."

Love You,
daph