1st Day for PCTE

Ha..thank God in a sense..i managed to stay awake throughout the course..ha..thou my attention may not be there all the time..oopz..ha..

I want Thank God that yest wen I was walking home..kinda felt little overloaded by all the spiritual experiences I had with God on sat, like the words He spoke and my emotions being touched.. felt lik I need to get real with my world..like my earthly world..ha..den wen I was reaching hm..I thank God I kinda got my natural sense back..i felt like a sense from God that He wanted me to learn to be independent in my world..i gotta learn..

being independent doesn’t mean I get independent from God too..ha.. I am to be independent in my world and depend on my God too..haha.. so..i kinda don feel fearful gg out for my course where I am away from the comfort zone of my colleagues..surrounded by their nice friendships..ha

O anyway I was real diligent last night to read wat they asked us to read so as to prep for today’s course..haha..been a long time since I’m so diligent to read so much info for almost 4 or 5 hrs plus (ha..including all distractions lik msn and reading pp’s blog)..haha..