Tues,27th March—Come up to Me

Tues,27th March—Come up to Me

Yest, I was running..man.. one of the rare times that I don feel like running for long.. guess no motivation..den as I was walking home..think I needed to learn to enjoy running again..think sometimes we are so bend on certain goals we want to achieve that we forget to enjoy things..at least for me..so likewise, I wan to learn to enjoy God.. enjoy His presence..enjoy walking with Him, spending time with Him..

Take time.. take time to Enjoy my relationship with God..juz like Enoch, he walked with God den he was no more coz he walked so close with God that’s it’s nearer to go to God’s place den for him to go home..ha..

Hmmm..Walk with God.. am I willing to walk with Him? Am I willing to spend time with God?..sometimes it’s difficult..not that I don love Him but I recognize that most of the time, I love myself more..isn’t it true, I can spent 6hrs, 5hrs den 4 hrs in 3 days to chase Ella show so passionately but to take 1 hr with God can be such a test on patience..this is absurd man..How precious is God to me? What is His value to me? Good to reflect..

Act God is so very good to me..so many times, so many years He is always with me..Never let me go, always protect me from all my foolish doing..reali without God how would my life be?

i would be stuck in that situation aft breakup, no vision no hope.. dying on the inside.. reali..if God had not snatched me back, I won’t even be a teacher now.. a dream that I prayed so hard for..

Now as I write.. reali remembering God’s amazing goodness..it’s amazing how He did not force us to love Him back.. ah.. I rem I read a statement in Harvest time.. sth I wanted to email brian but I failed to do so.. so here to share with you Brian..

“ You cannot truly love without the freedom of choice. If someone loves you because they were programmed to love you, that is not love. In order for true love to exist, it must come out of your freedom to choose. If we were programmed to love, then we are robots, and God certainly did not create us to be robots. Hence, He took the risk of giving us the choice to accept Him…or to reject Him. The presence of choice means that the universe is open!” ~ Rev. A.R.Bernard

Hmmm.. act can’t reali rem why I strongly wanted to email brian abt this, guess it’s one of the qn he posed or sth that we discuss or sth along that line..it’s amazing.. as I wrote that.. I feel, yes, it’s so true..

True love exist because there is a choice made to love..

I seriously think God is such a Great Lover with HUGE HUGE HUGE capacity to LOVE..man.. looking beyond our weaknesses + foolishness, He is ever so accepting, ever so hopeful and ever so patient to work in our lives.. to woo our hearts to Him.. God, You’re amazing..i want to walk with You.. I may not be perfect, along the way, I will surely trip and fall and disappoint You.. But God, I make a commitment to You today that I will walk with you everyday.. I will learn to love You.. To fellowship with You.. To know Your love juz as I’m known in Your eyes..

Forever my Protector, Thank you I can have a bright future in You..
Forever my Saviour, Thank you for your limitless Love twds me..
Forever my Father God, I can always feel so safe and accepted by You..
Thank you for covering my sins and see me as clean because of Jesus..
May my heart always be loyal to You.. You are my God and I am Yours..